Posts tagged: FOREVER ALONE
I just got a buzz cut.
I’m gonna refrain myself from making new friends on tumblr.
All my life I get teased a lot because generally I’m a nice guy, and at such an easy target. I tend to get defensive about almost everything what people say, and I’m sick and tired of them criticizing me for being unmanly, weak, etc.. (well I’m actually talking about my colleagues or friends in general. You know I can’t have a positive mindset if all I’m getting are negative comments.
That is why I always distance myself from anyone I know. I’m kinda living in my own world. I don’t feel like I belong here or any other places, even tumblr makes me sad. My life is somewhat an empty shell.
This is only my third day at work. I think the rest of my days here in this company is going to be draggy except when the graphics designers are rushing for promotion or sale signages or whatever that they’re doing. Basically my job is to assist them, what I did so far is cutting, sorting, spray mounting, wrapping, and sending out packages to different departments. Kinda reminds of me school though. At least it’s a pretty straightforward job and I’m on the computer most of the time, just that they have really slow internet connection which is irritating at times. I can’t even watch (500) Days of Summer right now!
I’m constantly looking for people who I can chat with but seems like everyone is unavailable. =/
forever unappreciated and insignificant.
